General Ranting

Ok so I havnt posted in a while life has kept me a little busy lately. Im not even sure if there is anybody out there reading this. So if there is anybody please leave a comment once in a while.

When I started this blog I intended to write about my on going experiences in my MLM but due to my realization of certain aspects of it i have not participated in it in months. My room mate is still heavilly involved and I do pick up little bits of information on things that are going on every now and then. Im still on the system of tapes and books. Which reminds me I havnt reaceved a book in a while. I dont really listen to all the tapes anymore. I get like 3 a week. I listen to one here and there but I dont get any new information than what I already know. When I was really involved in it I remeber being told that the people who say they know how to build the buisness but dont do anything dont really know how. In my case this is the oposite. Because I know what it takes to do the buisness is why i dont do it. Seeing they way you have to act and be a walking one linner turns me off of it. Ive seen so many people in the buisness push and badger people into doing things they dont want to do. Like one time i was told to pay my bills late in order to afford tickets to a major seminar. Which I did and it ended up costing allot of money in late charge fees on them. One of the biggest things ive also noticed is the arrogance and how people start to believe them selves as supperior to others. I started to act this way when I was involved and one day I took a step back and looked at myself and I said who the hell do I think I am. I couldnt beleive the way I was acting and thinking. I was ashamed of myself. Thats when I stopped going to meetings and listening to the tapes. After a while my actions and thinking got much better I believe and thats when I noticed this behavior in just about everybody in the buisness. I dont believe myself to be better than anyone else. We all just have different opinions about life and thats cool. I know this is probably incoherent bable but i find writting this really helps me. Thanks to anybody that reads this.